[MercuryT]

Thank you so much to the advice and words above.

Sincerely appreciate it.

I assure you it's taken on board even if I won't directly quote if that's ok. It's given me some fantastic direction.

I've been told today I've lost my job so yeah, just another completely **** thing I now need to somehow deal with.

But I feel ok. Wouldn't say happy, but I'm not sad either.

Maybe a new start is best for me anyway as I knew it was coming.

Sorry for rambling but you all are a fantastic support to me as I don't really have anything else.

My dog I love so much but he hasn't learned English yet but that's ok as he's always there for me.

Merc