Hi all.
Thought I'd give an update as been a whirlwind few days.
Unfortunately I had a breakdown and nearly tried to.commit suicide 3am Sat morning.
Ambulance called and Police searched me as had a knife etc previously and Paramedics came.
Rushed to hospital and was straight into ER.
I've been in huge pain the last 6 weeks so drank a heap (3 bottles of wine a night) to get through it but it all became too much........
So scans were done and turns out I have broken ribs (from a fall when drunk) but more seriously I have Pneumonia.
I've had a lung sample (not fun) and turns out it's infected but hopefully will go away in a week or two.
Mentally I'm on all sorts of drugs including valium to stop the alcohol withdrawals which are scary as.
So long story short I'll be discharged soon from respiratory ward to mental health ward where I'll continue care for both alcohol and suicidal thoughts.
Thank you all for your previous support and I am using this as a massive wake up call to fix my life up.
Best of luck to all everyone with their own battles in life.
Day 5 now and feel on the right track and lucky enough to have a beautiful view of the Derwent river.
